Studying
in the United State for more than 2 months now, excitement of having a new life
in a foreign country has already gone with the coming of homesick. I don’t
quite often miss my hometown though, because Seattle has the similar weather as
my hometown does. Even when sometimes friends or others mention it, I still
talk about it with proud, not with feelings of missing. But in the night, while
I’m sleeping, I have to admit that I miss it because I dreamed about it all the
time. Once it was a feeling of happiness and excitement that I realized I could
have a bowl of delicious noodles in my favorite restaurant there. Once I was
only on a strange street but I was with happiness for I could tell I was in my
hometown. I had many different dreams like that, but they all have something in
common which is the nothingness I always feel when I wake up from them, with
sadness, with frustration, but also with happiness. I dreamed about riding home
most. What is interesting is that was always disliked when I was there. Cars
rushed by with honks. People broke the rule that they walked on the riding
road. Street was stuffy that I had to get of my bike very often. However, all
the annoying parts of the street are disappeared in my dreams. Street lamps
shine through the leaves of sycamore trees along the busy street. Stores by the
sides of the street look welcoming and gorgeous. Everything is in silence
except my bike is making a noise of rolling forward, which is to my home. I know
these dreams are telling me to remember where I belong to no matter how settled
I am now. I also know that these reminders from dreams are useless because I’m
never going to forget.
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